Friday, April 21, 2017

photo diary: april 14-19

april 14: collections; new blooms; happy orders; first backyard berries...
april 15: every year it blooms; luck; heirloom; fruit...
april 16: blooms; coffee; critter; easter egg....
april 17: new friend; cup of the day; new read; new hair...
april 18: old school grinder; the cup of the day; raindrops; list making
april 19: rainy day boots; old craftiness; cake time; tea at dusk

Wednesday, April 19, 2017

adventures in allergies

It's no secret that I have allergies. Oy, with the allergies already. For those not in the know, allergies are not just itchy eyes and sneezing. Allergies can be debilitating. Symptoms can often mimic a cold, what with the sniffles, congestion, and sore throatiness of it all. I often have these very symptoms plus wheezing, so much wheezing, and fatigue, I am not a fan of the fatigue, or the wheezing, breathing is kind of necessary, no?

Along with the general feeling of being unwell, the inability to breathe freely, the eczema, and the fatigue, I have nasal polyps which swell up making it more difficult to breathe through the nose. They also take away my sense of smell. We're talking complete absence of smell. It's a bit of a buzzkill and in all seriousness, has caused depression. Well, that and not being able to be as active as I used to be...wanders with the mister are very infrequent, and it truly saddens me.

I have tried numerous homeopathic and home remedies to no avail. I have altered my diet with no noticeable results. This year, I have finally found an allergist. You would think we would have more than a few to choose from here in wonderland, but for the past few years, there have been but two. Lucky for me, a new allergist joined the team and was accepting new patients, and I was one of them.

For my first appointment we did all the usual stuff and tests were ordered. Off I went for blood work, and a chest x-ray which showed my IgE levels were ripe and ready for me to take a drug called Xolair. I had researched Xolair many years ago for my asthma but I did not have insurance that would help me cover it, and it is spendy. Even now, with insurance, my cost for the first round was $250, and I would need to get an injection every two weeks...youch!

But I'm rambling here. I was anxious about this drug as I need to have an epipen* to take it. One of the side effects could be anaphylactic shock. Oof! I took to the internet to see what other people had experienced but couldn't find anything, which is why I am rambling here. I got my first shot today and thought I would write about what to expect and what was happening to me specifically. So here goes:

For your first injection, you need to be able to wait around afterwards for two hours. My office tells me this is for the first three times. So, I brought two books, and my laptop...go free wifi! They need to mix the drug and let it cure for 30 minutes so you are looking at a visit that will last around three hours, at least. I got there around 9:15 in the morning and was out by noon. No reaction, phew!

My allergist's office does shot clinics so it's all walk in. Luckily there was no one waiting when I got there. They mixed up my very spendy scary medicine and I waited for 30 minutes. They called me in and told me there would be three injections, all on the back of the arm. Two one side, one on the other. The amount of medicine you get would depend on your IgE levels, etc. The shot gal told me that the fluid was thick so it would take a while to inject. Nothing like sitting in an awkward position on a mauve colored chair in a doctor's office as a stranger squeezes at your arm fat to grasp purchase for a needle. It took her a good 15-20 seconds for each injection, and then I was free to hang out in the waiting room.

The chairs in the waiting room were the most uncomfortable things I have set my arse in, in a long time. Once the one other patient vacated the mini sofa, I moved over and settled in. I read one book and played many rounds of Candy Crush Jelly Saga, all the while nervously assessing my breathing. I did have my inhaler, two epi-pens, and a travel mug of water at the ready.

Two hours later, and I was good to go. I've been a bit wheezier than usual but it did rain yesterday and sometimes I respond unpleasantly to the after-rain. My arms sting a little where the injections were given and I have a very unpleasant headache camping out in the noggin. I go back in two weeks for my next round, let's hope all goes well and this headache is a one-time deal.

*My doctor told me that CVS pharmacy has generic epipens. I got a box with two pens for $30 total! Not sure if these would work for kiddos with severe allergies, etc. but it couldn't hurt to check it out as epipens can run around $200 and up!

Saturday, April 15, 2017

photo diary: april 7-13

april 7: rain blossom; dinner; socks; reads
april 8: carrizo super bloom; birdies; more birdies; happy washi
april 9: breakfast w a friend; and then coffee; new mushrooms; old streamers
april 10: organizing; homemade Thai soup; pom making; meet and making
april 11: rock stacking; bloom to be; crafting; all the eggs
april 12: so-so brew; brew clothes; backyard poppy; berries to be picked
april 13: berries in my yogurt; playdough cupcake; painting w eggs; pink pretty

Friday, April 07, 2017

photo diary: april 1-6

april 1: local berries, a wip, a gift, plans
april 2: pretty in a garden; new socks; visiting jay; pom blossoms
april 3: all the chickens; one big berry; smoothie bowl; new mitt
april 4: classroom mess; cascarones; backyard berries; drawing flowers
april 5: new garland; visiting crow; new mug; new apples
april 6: paint w veggies; making spring art; punching circles; salad time

Wednesday, April 05, 2017

photo diary: march 25-31

march 25: spring blossoms; punched paper; pie, pretzel bun
march 26: coffee w old friends; old orcutt wander; old comics; new recipe
march 27: smoothie bowl lunch; new brows; 10X10 stack; mending mister
march 28: happy bed; painting w flowers; flower sharing; last piece of pie
march 29: mushrooms; paint house; teriyaki bowl; blooms at dusk
march 30: scrape art; found art; after art; edible art
march 31: morning cuppa; a work in progress; out for dinner; old favorite skull

Saturday, April 01, 2017

photo diary: march 19-24

march 19: sliced the finger; hammock time; malt time; belated holiday dinner
march 20: happy spring; bday pizza; making rainbows; crossing things off...
march 21: classroom rainbows; raindrops; happy pie; making more rainbows
march 22: cup of the day; old friends; new shoes; more rain...
march 23: stringing rainbows; wrapping rainbows; mixing paint; classroom art
march 24: handmade potholders; a work in progress; punches; new books

Sunday, March 26, 2017

on this morning

I woke up this morning to the song of frogs, the harsh screech-screech-screech of one very put out bluejay, the long whistles of goldfinches, and the less harsh but equally put out symphony of barks from my neighbor's dogs.

I woke up to the kind of morning where the light is just right and the breeze cool enough to warrant another burrow under the covers. It was 8am and I wanted to sleep more but the mister was already up the peak that we can see from our backyard, the mama a-go-go was scraping marmalade across her toast, and the witch-baby was howling underfoot for more food, or more lap, or more something...

I woke up easy to the frog song and lazed in bed, thinking of what to wear for a brunch date almost an hour away with my oldest friend who knew me when. I really should get up get dressed...drink some water, and wash the racoon under my eyes.

I woke up hungry and thirsty and maybe even slightly wheezy as is the norm for me. As I contemplated leaving the warm covers, the mister comes whistling in from his hike. My eyes snap open "I'm awake! I've been awake!" I always feel a little less good in the mornings in this family of early-risers. I roll out of bed and get dressed for the day. 

I woke up this morning thinking it was just like any other day. I dressed quickly, gulped a glass of water and had a slice of peanut butter pie for my first breakfast. I checked to make sure I wrote the directions to the brunch place and posted a photo to Instagram, read a Facebook message from another dear friend and sighed about, beginning my day, and then it hit me...

I woke up this morning thinking "it's my mother's birthday" and I missed her as deeply as I did on the day she died. With a gasp and a tear, I thought, oh how she would have liked to wake up to the song of frogs, the harsh screech-screech-screech of one very put out bluejay, the long whistles of goldfinches, and the less harsh but equally put out symphony of barks from my neighbor's dogs. She would have liked to see the peak, especially in it's spring green glory, she would have loved the whistling mister, and she would totally be down for peanut butter pie for breakfast. Happy birthday, Mamos.

Saturday, March 25, 2017

12 years hitched, 13 jumps

This year, the fountain was on! It's looking a bit bedraggled but the water was flowing and it was lovely. Hello old friend!
The ledge around the fountain is always a lot higher than I remember. It's just tall enough, I need a hand up as my legs are short and the stretch is complicated. Thank goodness for the mister who has a long stride and is always there to help me up when I need it.
Confession time folks....we a-go-gos have reached an tells us that perhaps we are not as spry as we once were twelve years this year, while we did indeed jump, we did not jump OFF the fountain...we jumped in front of it. It still counts, right?
Good gravy, I adore this goofball. We may not jump as often as we used to but we still get around, get goofy, and just get each other. Swoon.

Sunday, March 19, 2017

photo diary: march 13-18

mar 13: peachy blooms, bunny ears, coffee grinding, leggings to sell
mar 14: kidmade art, suncatchers, red flax, nectarine blossom
mar 15: morning moon, cup of the day, apple blossoms, important postcards
mar 16: post office run, new dolly, pom blossom, rearranging the classroom
mar 17: hot day shade, rainbow crafting, st, patrick's day lounging, noodles for dinner
mar 18: cup of the day, bluebird visitor, molasses bread, rainbow wip

Monday, March 13, 2017

photo diary: march 7-12

mar 7: classroom colors, craft supplies, new hair
mar 8: early spring, pillowcase pretty, bulletin board happy, pink joy
mar 9: an invitation to paint, sudsy play, sweet, blooms
mar 10: work meeting happy, a misdelivered cake, kooky pottery, all the freesias
mar 11: a springtime bed, nectarine blossoms, butter chicken spices, rogue garden parsley
mar 12: watching the moonset, family breakfast, mockingbird serenade, homemade lemonade

Sunday, March 12, 2017

a week of Nicoles

monday: w leggings and cardigan
tuesday: w smock and leggings
wednesday: w madison and belt
thursday: w leggings, sweater, and boots
friday: w leggings, wrap top, and boots
The Nicole dress from Lularoe is really versatile. I'm not a consultant but I did get bit with the bug so have more than a few pieces of most styles. I like to wear the Nicole backwards for the higher neck. Since it was cold I paired it with leggings but when the weather is warmer, I wear it as it with flats.